“Why did I not die at birth, come out from the womb and expire?” (Job 3:11)
The book of Job is not a cheerful story. A rich, deeply religious man loses everything he has: his possessions, his children, and his health. Destitute and miserable, he sits on the ruins of his life. He sees no way out and cannot understand God’s plan for his life. Job has always lived in obedience to God, so why is he now suffering so much? Why does God allow this?
In his intense grief and pain, Job longs for rest. In a heart-wrenching plea, he asks God to undo his birth. He no longer wants to live. He longs for the grave, because “there the weary are at rest.” (Job 3:17) In despair, Job wonders, “Why is light given to a man whose way is hidden, whom God has hedged in?” (Job 3:23)
Throughout the centuries, people have identified with Job’s struggle. Many experience pain, disappointment, and confusion — sometimes so strongly that they long for death.
Job expresses what is in his heart. Time and again, he also speaks out against the Lord God. Job holds Him responsible for his misery.
Do you recognize Job’s struggle? If you are burdened by suffering, what role does God play in all this? Do you tell Him about your pain and despair?